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15 august 1995

Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Exhausted


After cadets competition, i've got the third week to go out + finish my pile of homework. :/

Im really tired.
Thinking of things i probably shouldnt be thinking abt.
Physically tired, mentally tired.
I want to just fall asleep right now and not wake up till the next morning.
But mum's gonna have dinner with us later,
& I need to meet D to him the blade
& I need to meet J to take her thumbdrive
& Its all going to be after 7 or even 10 to meet D.
I want my mind to black out right now.
I dont want to think.
All those thoughts running through my head.
Im glad you're letting me into your life,
sharing your troubles, trying to help you out.
But when it comes to mine, im stuck.
When im afraid to tell.
When i see you're confidence in your decision.
When i know that you're sure.
When im lying my way through those words.
I dont want to play this role anymore.
I dont feel like interfering.
Because if i do, I'll probably feel worse.
Because if i do, I'll definately cheer you up, not bring you down.
Because if i do, You'll be much insistent.
You built me up, then tear me down.
I dont see the point.

That small thing you said fit it perfectly in my heart, just where i wanted it to be.
♥Updated
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