Liangying,

Dearest,

Jiaen:

Hi darling, so i've this whole post dedicated to you.
About what we talked abt during recess, i felt such feelings before.
I felt life was unfair.
But for now, keep that thought out of your mind alright.
Im glad you said it out, because, when it happened to me, i bottled it up, and yea, it sucked.
So, yes. Life's like a race.
But believe me, God is fair.
Everyone will qualify, you just have to make the effort to take the first step, & move away from that starting line.
And again, you have some things in you that we dont.
In this race, there'd be winners, but unless someone doesnt take the first step, there are no losers.
Everyone will get there, its just when.
You might not be 1st, 2nd or 3rd in the race, but it doesnt matter. Its the process throughout.
If you fall, pick yourself up again.
We'll all there to help you up. (:
And the key to running pass that finishing line, is to be yourself.
Dont force yourself to be someone you're not.
Cuz you're different.
We're all different.
But thats whats special.
You cant choose what you enter this world, but you work with who you are, to become someone better.
Dont judge, cuz everyone has faults.
I believe no one's perfect.
You're alot better than me in manymany areas. Trust me on that.
If it makes you feel so miserable to force yourself just because of us, then leave it the way you are.
In life, you should just stay happy. Always.
Honestly, it kinda hurt when you talked abt B and me.
I mean, i understand how you feel.
It hurts to see you feel that way.
But i cant help much. I cant erase the past.
I dont want to feel like your obstacle.
I trust B isnt such a person. And he knows you as who you are.
Cause he mentioned abt you, just today. (:
Seee? I told you.
We're close for the one and only reason cause he shared my troubles, and vise versa.
Thats why.
Think positive dear, you've got a long way to go.
Take your time, and give time, time.
Dont rush it, it'll all be fine.

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