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I feel really desperate to study.Exams are like speeding toards me.Just in less than a week, the english paper one is starting.And until now, im still not confident with my compositions. Plus time is not my ally.I always cant finish my work. Sigh.Im getting really worried for my other subjects.Maths, socialstudies and geography, and not to forget chinese.I feel like im running out of time.My condition this week has made me stop with the mugging.I want so badly to prove my parents wrong.But i feel like i cant hold on any longer.I feel stressed.I feel so tired i cant study well and hard enough to get those desired results.I tried resting more. But no matter how much sleep i get, it doesnt seem to cover all the pressure i feel.Trainings may have stopped, i may seem like i have more time, i may seem like i have the time after school to even have lunch with my friends, but someow, i still feel pressurized and tired mentally and physically.I tried my best.Sometimes, seeing others work so hard and do very well, i feel worried i might just get left behind.Sometimes, when i see my friends aiming so high, and me sometimes just aiming for a fairly good pass, i feel pathetic.Humanties already has a whole huge pile to study. All the memorising are going to take up the memory space in my brain.Mother Tongue is a never disappear worry for me.Maths, i never finish my maths papers. While doing revision papers, i realise i got alot to work on too.As for chemistry, yes, we do have tuition. Sometimes, i feel i rely too much on the fact that i found a tuition. Tutor has hardly got time to finish teh syllabus. I'm clueless abt the topic mole and salts.
Physics shouldnt be much of a problem except some touchups on my study.
Literature would be another headache.
Homeworks are piling too, minimising time for me to squeeze in studying.
Things havent exactly been going too well too.I havent been talking to her for a whole month.Things been awkward. Yes i know that.Its not just that i dont wish to come up with a decision.I feel like i've got so much going on in my head i cant think straight.Both of the decision doesnt seem to be right.Its a 2 year relationship between us both, i treasure it alot.Sigh.I feel different talking to you.I feel different about you than others.But i dont know how exactly my heart feels and what it whats.Feels like a tornado just hit my heart.Its in a mess.
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