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15 august 1995

Thursday, January 27, 2011
Now in the darkness, God's light shines.

I reallyreally got no idea whats' wrong with me these days.
As much as i want to, nothing at all seems to give me much of reason to be happy.
Not that im sad, no im not.
Everyday is practically a repeat,
Wakeup, School, Extra lessons, Training, Home, Homework, Study, Sleep, and the cycle replays.
Seriously no life.
And when everyone's out shopping for new year clothings, im going for competitions in the weekends.
When everyone's planning here and there to go on visits, i sit there and stare, cause i wont be in Singapore anyway.
As much as i want to spend money to shop just to satisfy myself, i cant. Basically cause i dont have the time to.
During trainings, i just start flaring up for no apparent reason or start going crazy with the girls.
Sometimes it just feels so pathetic. Im really really tired, and the thought that i cant even have a free day, a day when i dont have to be occupied with anything but peace is driving me crazy soon.
And now, im just being thankful for the laughs some people have been giving me recently. Well, some.

On the happier note, today ended early. Like, for once, im home before 5.

I miss my dear cousins badly. Probably go out before that reunion dinner? I really need a break.
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