Liangying,

So this is what you get- to be left hanging outside and no one realises.

The beautiful stories we share, i miss them all.

I've invested most of my time with studies, art and fencing this year.

And i know it, because i feel that distance with everyone else.

But the results are not making these hectic scehdules worth at all.

Put aside my results, anyway i got no idea how the PTM today went.

I went for training today. I talked to weiwen about him and opinions of relationships. Kind of weird but, yeah its nice to have someone there to listen anyway.

Thank Desiree, Sasha, Ainsyln and Carina for tahaning my crap and crazy attitude, and bearing with my throwing rants everywhere.

Funny how you talk to the fencers, and even coach instead of friends you used to be close with.

Its like some hollow item, maybe hard, solid on the outside, but empty in the inside.

Appearing to be the closests, but that understanding of one another inside out and sharing of anything and everything, is lost somewhere between all the neglecting and personal businesses.

And then, people dont even bother to mend it, to somewhat fuel the friendship further, or simply just maintain it.

I kept this inside for a really long time. Its not the first time i felt this way.

Blahh, Liangying, its doesnt matter. You're just being over-sensitive okay. You'll know eventually, just that, you're last to find out. No big deal.

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