They say there's a flip side to everything.

There's never a perfect flawless route, decision, situation or even a person.

And there's always some light no matter how dark a tunnel seems, some good in every sinner, some positive factors in every decision.

At times i wonder, if i concentrated too much on the negative factors such that i dont appreciate enough, and keep finding fault in things.

Am i being selfish if i let things be?

Am i being selfish if i accept concern?

Am i being selfish for pushing everything away?

Am i wrong Am i wrong Am i wrong?

I just want to be happy):

I came across this: "I cant even keep the people around me happy, so who am i to deserve my happiness?"

And i agree with it so much.

I feel like i dont have anyone to really really talk to.

People come and go, they tell you they'll always be there, they'll listen.

How many are truly concerned?

How many really stay?

How many wont ever get sick of your stories?

How many will really understand?

How many will empathise?

How many will not judge your for your feelings?

And how many am i comfortable with to really confess everything to?

I've lost so many friends along the way, and its more than just distance.

Things are changing and its just not the same anymore.

And no matter what we do, it's not going to go back the way it is before.

Well ok, there's always a positive side, i'm just going to find it.

Probably a tough search, but, no one said its not possible(:

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