I make them sad. Ok yes i know that.
I'd take the blame.
I'd be responsible for all that heartache tears and every single shit.
I need to fucking stop being nice and ignore.
So much for trying to hold everything together.
Im not giving in, Im giving up. I want to just leave. I dont want this.
In such situation, I rather not feel guilty and be some heartless creature but why the hell am i feeling this freaking guilt. %^&!@^@!@^!&^@&#!&*!# URGH.
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