Last night was awful. Had a really bad dream.
I dont usually recall anything about my dreams, other than the ridiculous one i'm too ashamed to say.
I woke up in tears, my pillow was wet.
You were all in there. 4/4, us and its like whatever was going on in my life now was just in my dream too.
I cant remember the details, but the emotions of the entire situation was just so deep.
I remember crying and screaming and feeling so tortured emotionally and mentally.
I remember running away physically and mentally, and for some reason we were all living in the same house.
I remember falling, i remember feeling so weak that i collapsed.
I remember pushing people away and going insane.
And then waking up feeling afraid, and just lying in bed like some small kid in tears, staring for an hour.
Things felt too real in the dream. Felt like a confused mixture of all my fears.

I think i'm uttering nonsense because i'm the only one who understands this rubbish im typing, but last night sucked and i hope tonight will be better. )':
Goodnight.